Alright this month I'm taking my pills properly along with vitamins and other things. No more screwing up, inshallah. Taking my BC pills is one of the first things I do in the morning.

Last Menstrual Period: December 5, 2008

Damn

Late with these entries, but here they are:

Menstrual Period: October 22, 2008

Last Menstrual Period: Had a weird incident around the middle of November. I screwed up my BC pills again.

Whyyyyyyyy???!!!

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Last night...well, no, this morning after dawn (I was still sleeping) I had a dream that I'd given birth to twins. Girls. Aisha and Aminah. They were born April 21 and I remember distinctly telling someone that they were born 6 weeks early.

Why is this happening to me?!?! I just asked hubby if he were plotting anything. He said no, but he had a smirk on his face and he left the room in a hurry, saying he left the water running.

Constant vigilance is in order!

???????????

A few nights ago I had a dream about 4 fried fish. As everyone knows, fish in dreams heralds a pregnancy. The night before last I had a dream that I'd given birth to a shining white baby girl. Yesterday, I was nauseous after smelling some chicken, and stayed that way till hubby removed the offending poultry from my presence. And now that I think about it, I was nauseous the day before, too.

So, it's like this. My period ended last night, and immaculate conceptions died out 2 thousand years ago, as previously mentioned on this blog. How, then, am I going to get pregnant? Screw that, I'm not trying to get pregnant! But accidents have been known to happen. I'll have to make sure and continue to keep hubby at a distance.

Well, Golly

Yup, my period came a few hours after that last post. Amazing. Henceforth, if I'm late I'll just post about it and bring on my little red plague.

Last Menstrual Period: September 13, 2008

Fasting

My period is late again. it's probably because I've been fasting. By the time I break my fast I don't feel like eating much and I know I'm taking in a fraction of the water I used to drink. My body is probably struggling to normalize itself. Hell, my period might not even come this month.

Wow. As I wrote that last sentence I started some mild cramping. I guess I can expect it in a day or two...maybe tonight at the earliest.

Here at last!

I wanted to get on here and post this before I forgot. I've been running around so much now that my trip is nearing its end.

Last Menstrual Period: August 2, 2008

Ooops

God, I have been missing days like crazy with the birth control. It's happened before, but this kind of erratic behavior can't be good for my body. I'll try and finish out this pack with some kind of consistency.

New elements

I added some links to the page.

Baby dreams

I have been having a lot of dreams, lately, about having another baby. We're talking at least several times a month. To be perfectly honest, it's been happening for several years. Sometimes the dreams involve lots of babies, like multiples, or just one little one. What could this mean? That I subconsciously want another one? Or that I'll be having another one someday? Well, I actually consciously do want another one, just not with the present hubby. And not until I'm financially set. As for the second interpretation, well, I've have prophetic dreams before, usually about other people.

To make matters worse, the kid has been having similar dreams. Just the other day she told me she had a dream that I'd had Number Two. She was all excited, saying maybe I was pregnant. Casting my mind back to the days when that was actually possible, I told her that was highly unlikely.

Lata.


Last Menstrual Period: June 25, 2008

Here at last

My period was late, I was really starting to wonder if it would show up before I started the next pack of pills. It's not like there's a possibility of pregnancy, either: immaculate conceptions died out a couple thousand years ago. Also, it seems Chinese food makes my period come down extremely heavy. Wonder what they put in that stuff.

Last Menstrual Period: June 25, 2008

Still on track

Well I completely neglected to put April and May's period dates on here but they did come and go. Of course I can't remember what the specific dates were. Also, I'm still on birth control.

Still on track

I'm late with this, but better late than never.

Last Menstrual Period: March 20, 2008

On Track

Period came, it went, I'm good. Alhamdulillah.


Last Menstrual Period: February 12, 2008

BC it is...

Wow, I'd forgotten what it is to completely not worry about your period. I remember why I stopped birth control, but this is definately what I'm going to be sticking with for the next little while. However, I feel that before I leave him, I owe my kid a sibling from her father. I'm seriously thinking about it. It'd be the height of all bitch moves for me to get pregnant then tell hubby I'm leaving him, but...oh well.

Part of me feels like my kid will adjust to being an only. Part of me just can't go on seeing her longing for a sibling. At the same time she's going to be over 10 years older than this kid, so they won't really get to grow up together. You don't know how sad that makes me. And finally, a part of me just feels like Since God hasn't made it happen, then it must not be meant to happen. And I think that is the final word.

Lata!

Set back

Well, I thought it had stopped, but it hadn't. It would stop for a few hours or half a day then come again. My period is seriously jacked up. I started a new job on Sunday which only made it worse so I started birth control pills yesterday, which was Tuesday. Alhamdulillah, things seem to be much better. I'm just going to stay on bc pills for a few months, because this job is till the end of the school year and I can't be worrying about my period or having it drag me down.

Last Menstrual Period: December 28, 2007

Progress

The bleeding has finally stopped. I'm still taking the meds and vitamins. Hopefully, I'll be doing a cleanse soon.


Last Menstrual Period: December 28, 2007

unstoppable

The meds haven't stopped it, but it is slowed. I'm going to go ahead and resume praying. I'm still taking the vitamins and iron pills. I'm going to continue those regardless. My body is in major need of a cleanising, but the cleansing products aren't here yet. I checked my order and they haven't even shipped them yet. Wish they'd get a move on already.

Last Menstrual Period: December 28, 2007

*sigh*

I started meds yesterday to stop this thing. I was starting to have that shaky-weak-sleep for hours feeling that comes with heavy blood loss. Today's my second day on the meds and it seems just a tiny bit less than yesterday. I'll be so happy when my cleanse stuff gets here...course the last time I used these particular products, I got married to my current hubby soon afterwards and BAM! Preggy almost immediately after that. That may well happen this time too...but I'm not trying to have a baby dragon just yet.


Last Menstrual Period: December 28, 2007