Wow, I'd forgotten what it is to completely not worry about your period. I remember why I stopped birth control, but this is definately what I'm going to be sticking with for the next little while. However, I feel that before I leave him, I owe my kid a sibling from her father. I'm seriously thinking about it. It'd be the height of all bitch moves for me to get pregnant then tell hubby I'm leaving him, but...oh well.
Part of me feels like my kid will adjust to being an only. Part of me just can't go on seeing her longing for a sibling. At the same time she's going to be over 10 years older than this kid, so they won't really get to grow up together. You don't know how sad that makes me. And finally, a part of me just feels like Since God hasn't made it happen, then it must not be meant to happen. And I think that is the final word.
Lata!
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